I am celebrating 69 posts. And inebriating 9 months of sobriety.

• I am going to start on my 4th step (F.E.A.R.less personal inventory)
  

this is hard... because before I had been riding my pink cloud and everything was spectacular. Yet, when I start looking at myself deep, every little thing starts to attack me, my faith. Hence I get annoyed so easily. I had started gong back down the steps. 4-3-2-1 and Now i have to go back up them once again and continue!

• Job hunt
• Therapist hunt
• I really want to write a song/ learn some songs to play out
• continue 90-90
  

I took my dog out w/ me on my run and on our way home the sky lit up like some kind of super bright fireworks, I turn my head towards the moon and I see This coiled lightning, yellow, and relative size to the moon; It was angled right at the moon. Lasted only for a brief second. I got home and had a dream about a kid and me in my neighborhood gathering supplies for extra-terrestrial life/ interplanetary travel. In short, I am still a little moonstruck.




- Then I hop on google. And there is the world's largest and highest-energy particle accelerator. Wrapped around the google sign. Aparently Large Hadron Collider "Actually Worked"

Poli*tics (blood-sucking tics')

I am peeved at this election. Not only are the kids living in florida and elsewhere hopeless as they feel generally in any election.

"My Vote Won't Count"

But it will. And it's pretty easy to see that online polls/blogs show the backasswardhillbillie-buttkiss approach of the Republicants. So it is really about my generation and my future baby's baby's Mommas future. The white small town voters who cannot relate to a half-white/black man are ignorrant. Sure they grew up in segregation but fairly none of them had the balls to see prejudice or look for rights and reality their daddy's did. This insanity must stop and will stop when they pass away. 1

My future bob-marley lovers will see this, and prevent this. Its like going for a checkup at the dentist - KRS-one. The world has our back and we give it back. We all have our own opinions, conservitave liberal, but we can tell an idiot from a donkey. If sanity is what we need, don't ask me. I'm not out for looks, so don't cry. This 4 years is going to be MINE. 2