So far i have a gurl

So far i have a gurl just not a girlfriend. Its okay but kind of killing me. I want to know more about her and spend every breath underneath her warm glow. She is beautiful, fun, outgoing, reserved, nice, intelligent, happy, positive, upbeat, angel, pretty, sweet.

I would like to go on but I think i have other things to touch upon. Pun intended. I just got back from a pre-thanksgiving visit to my mom in florida. So I will have two thanksgivings this year which is awesome. I recently got a year and when I was down there i shared and my friend said I had become much more coherent in my speech, and then he asked me to lead at a meeting he runs. It turns out the meeting was in the same building I went to for bipolar support group (80 and up). haha.

In other news i was going to play a show tonight at the state theater but that fell through, and i found out that my best friend who i recorded with and jammed with is now playing a new years eve show with another band. I guess i am happy for him. But i wanted to be up there playing with him. Oh well this guy matt who i am jamming with now has an amazing voice and good guitar skills and has the same dream as me: to go on tour. So hopefully we can get that done.

I dont want to change one thing about her. They broke the mold when they made her lips. They are so perfect and kissable. Her eyes are that of a doe a deer a female pocket golden sun. She has a sweet soprano voice and is the perfect height, amazing dancer. She lives for it. I want to take her out just me and her and learn more about her before i come to infatuated.

Right now i am creating a radio station called fast dnb because when i try to listen to drum and bass or jungle all i get is these slow ambient build ups. So i am fixing that so its straight fast beats rockin all night long.