I am lonely, an outcast, an alien, I am where the eye does not see. I have 4 months and 14 days sober. I had anxiety attacks but since being on klonapin again I feel fine. Screwed up a relationship with a girl at work. Came on too strong. However in my opinion she led me on, flirting @ work and giving me her number. I am tired, I havnt been going to the gym, but I did play lax with an awesome friend, game on! Game on! Haah. I found a new music that I love. Hindi female singers. Alka yagnik. I feel like traveling cross country and getting some ink done. Time and space are still illusions. You and I are still one. One love. I finished my fourth step.