I went to an alanon meeting one night, shared about how my mom first started going to alanon "for me." long before she had been going for my step-father andy. well then i guess i fast fowarded to the future because I said, how grateful i am for being able to live with both my step-father and my mom who are "recovered alcoholics." Personally I like to think you're never fully recovered. However I said they had 4 or 5 years and I was coming up with 3 years, andHow i am grateful for eveything, and that I pray on a constant basis. And that it came around now My sobriety keeps my parents sober and theirs- mine. I also mentioned I prayed all the time everywhere, in my room, with my parents, friends at work, driving. Anywase the point of the story is that I went to the subway next door, and this woman bought me 3 chocolate chip cookies and said how she "loved my share on being grateful" and that "i think gratetidude is very powerfull, and that everymornining I say a gratitdude for 5 people. you should try it." WHY NOT??!

So IvE bEeN GoINg ouT To ThE cLuB WiTh mY FriEnds- some guys I JUST met. For instance- I was playing the kavasutra guitar out front on the benches (i made 2 bucks) and theywere like sing a song to those girls walking by and, I freestyled one. Then the night before we were hitting on girls and they called me "pistol pete" unfortunately I shaved my head all the way with a 1 razor so I look like a skin head, but this one girl said she was "fat" outloud and i could hear it as i was walking away. I did an about-face turn and say did you just call yourself phat? and they were like what? i asked again. "yeah" she said, I quickly replied, "pretty hot and tempting?" hell yes. i gave her friend who was a larger black woman a high five, we sat down and talked. All my friends were like wtf did you say? haha then The last night, we all went out and couldnt bag one "whore." Anyywase it was fun cuz by the end of the night my friends had me cracking up at the pizza place, this guy sings and was on his knees to people in this small pizza shack at the top of his lungs some journey or some shit. LOL.