This is nice, I am listening to Essex Green - Our Lad in Havana. I feel good. have been working at Gulfstream Goodwill Industries for coming up 6 months now. I will leave 6 months later to travel home to Virginia. Those are my plans at least. iN aDitIONoN i am AlSo MeNTorIng AT Nami. @ Gulfstream I work with Developmentally Disabled Adults. Look it up if you have to. I have some of the best times working there. The staff is friendly and so are the participants. They crack me up sometime too. Its a lot of fun. I get to work with the personal trainer for half-the-day and its awesome.

I've been going out 'socializing'. At A.A. and Downtown West Palm Beach. The day after my doctor told me I need to go out and socialize more, I went to an AA meeting and met these people that introduced themselves and the next night we went out to FUN DEPOT. FUN DEPOT = batting cages, air hockey, skeeball, go-karts, laser-tag. In that order. I met a really attractive girl there. We were flirting but i didnt remember her name or get her #, so ive been going back to that same club to try and find her. I met a girl on Clematis St. one weekend after watching her dance and overhear her talking about playing guitar to a song the band was playing. I passed her when I was planning on leaving but then I made a quick u-turn asked her about it, stroked up a convo, invited me to a nudist resort, got her #, found out we live near eachother. So the next night we bike up meet up at the south bridge. We ride and talk then get to my house shes asking about all my family we go upstairs shes like "we gotta get nude." I was like, "okay" Then we chilled a litle, a-lex litle. Now we are back in the room and rubbing eachoher in a major way. We fall back on the bed making out and fondling one another, then she said "condom." In my head I said "F5ck" end of story we walked 3 blocks just to get the condoms, when we get home shes tired and nothing happens. Then she calls me next week when we planned to chill again. She excommunicates me. But She was bieng "positive" about it. WTF IS positive about Denying friendship. UGHHH. It kills me. She was also going to hook me up with the band that played that night. Now... I dont know. FCK GD DMIT. Okay I'm alright.

3 months until i get my 3 year chip in A.A.