my mom is worried that im not taking my pills and i come home when i say i'm tired and annoyed and angry and i stay up till 2am on the cpu when the doc. says i should try to get better sleep hygene. blah blah blah. My moms like "you dont wash your clothes/change your sheets, make yourself food, or anyhting. and the doc. also said to trust someone to tell me if i'm manic. I get angry and tell her to stop reminding me to take my pills. I'm like you need to trust me. She's like i can't trust your desiease. So im pretty pissed off right about now.

But on the up and up, me and bob dog went out to the dock. Fed cameleon (the duck) and then two turtles drove by. One dude with 4 yellow-green stripes along his face stuck his neck above the water 3 or 4 times!

about 3 weeks sober, i passed out the chips yesterday and said "yellow, the color of your piss" and everyone was cracking up. Right as we got in the circle to say lords prayer dude was sitting up asleep in his chair in the middle of the circle. We did 1..2..3... AHHHHH!!! and he didn't wake up. i was crakcuing up through the whole prayer.