I was just diagnosed this week with Shitso affective after a year and some of being Bipolar. Its hard to describe it all. My only friend around the time was my mother. And starting out was hard... then I relapsed and things got worse. The hospital this week i roomed with a bipolar guy who was in complete denial / dellusional.

Its a sad way to end up... I am so addictive and self destructive. But being locked up for a week volentaraly helped me realize the bipolar and schizo. I was able to take the voices and respond rather than react... I know there are residual symptoms but I pray to got, that I dont have shizo-depression or strait schizophrenia. Or that personality disorder that people are dislexic and ignorant mixing the two different desieases...