Adrenaline Rush
i just recalled a memory from a trip out in west Virginia where in the mountains, bear park or bear creek park?
The place was gorgeous. We walked around this large valley and creek forest. and I am tired of walking I have a sudden burst of energy I start running. I almost doubled back to circle my father and sister, but I stopped. The only thing I remember is the way I felt. an overabundance of energy; I could lift up a bolder, swim across th e Atlantic, make love for weeks. I often wonder where this came from. Every breathe was cool and refreshing, I could feel the oxygen in my lungs, blood in my veins, the sole of my sneaker. I didn't want to waste one breath.
Every now and then this place comes back to my mind and in my dreams.
come to think of it, i just had one of these rushes. I felt strength and a rush through my body. it must be the pot. Also another time...
I got a adrenaline rush walking down the street and a felt larger than life size.
After tripping on shrooms and exploring the confinds of my music abilities. (inside of pete) I continued to do so when i was with other friends. We were smoking weed watching tv and i start mimicking the Family guys characters... then I beatbox/scatt/freestyle. Only when I left to go to 7-11 did something wild happen. I was beatboxing in the 7-11 and met the woman working at the counter who happened to like go-go music from D.C. I was beatboxign all the way up to the couter desk, (like "the robot", w/ beatboxing percussion) and when i got to her I dropped the sprite bottle with a big "Boom!" With the bass of my voice. She started cracking up " your a regular m.c." I said something about "trouble funk/drop the bomb" and she was like thats my group. I was like "thats my group!" So after this spontaneous act of life... walking in the city of Richmond changed when I looked up and felt like I could see more. Delusion? No. Mercy me, My perception of consiousness was drastically altered. As I knew the people in radius I began a common welfare. Walking in the streets I felt larger then life.
while meditating I achieved a state where I felt I could grow smaller and larger of my bodys confounds (the water element)
This also happened on a trip to Philadelphia I took. Me and 3 friends i had just met walked around the city high as hell as I was beatboxing and filming with my camera. I remembered having an amazement with the city. I was talking into my camera at a train station waiting, "the only people who move to these large cities are immagrants or artists looking for people." This is exactly it. ALL these experiences have ultamately lead me to my life now. A sober, sane, meditattive, spiritual being. I have strength like no other. my heart aches thinking about the love how sweet and prececious it is. Its overwhemming.

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