I just heard the "if reffer really makes you happy then blaze it" song again... and I had the craving for pot.

I'm bipolar can I smoke marijuana?
http://www.mentalhelp.net/poc/view_doc.php?type=advice&id=182&at=2&cn=4&ad_2=1

Persons such as yourself who have (judging from your medicines) problems with anxiety, mood swings and psychotic symptoms should NEVER NEVER EVER go near marijuana. Your brain is already having some problems staying stable. All those medicines you are taking are there to try to hold your brain together in a reasonable semblance of normalcy. If you even hang around with other people who smoke, you're going to want to smoke yourself. Only thing is - you can't afford to smoke because your brain will blow a gasket. If you care about yourself - if you care about other people around you (your family, your friends, your loved ones, a therapist you respect, anyone at all who you might care about and who might care for you) then please ditch those pot smoking friends, and stay away from marijuana. ( This is a hard pill to swallow)

- I had to audition for my voice class this semester and I did I was really nervous, I sang "sometimes i feel like a motherless child" which I got an A. In last time i took voice. My teacher was backing me up on piano and he said I was "Rusty" but I passed. Now im in voice instruction with "chuck" who aparently taught my old teacher all he knows. He gave me a vibrato starting excercise and i coughed up and he told me by the end of the semester Id have natural vibrato.

My spiritual reading group stopped michael beckwith's spiritual liberation -midway and started again on Emmit fox's Sermon on the mount. Two things we talked about:

The world is alive. Haiti people didn't deserve the earthquake, they just happened to be at a spot where the earth was moving.

Christianity and the bible was only metaphysical and in no way religious or theological. All the religions that take the bible literally are wrong and so anything they invent is not in line with Gods view such as naming a Pope and dressing him all up to be flashy for people.

- A charlatan (also called swindler or mountebank) is a person practicing quackery or some similar confidence trick in order to obtain money, fame or other advantages via some form of pretence or deception.