I cannot go home for summer break. I have no place to stay. My family isn’t talking to each other and they say it’s a bad time to come visit. I don’t know if things will ever be right. My brother only has one bedroom so I have no place else to stay. I am missing my friends! However I realize the collective consciousness is ego and thought-based so I choose to stay in field of moment.

I am now on step 8 in A.A. and I am one class away from finishing my Nami Peer-to-Peer Group. I learned that having an episode in mental illness is a catastrophe and can cause much grief. I also learned mindfulness that I can use as spirituality.